Dead

[anxious_heart]

all I want in life is to be happy (happy)
all I want is life is to be happy (happy)
it seems funny to me
how fucked things can be
everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead

Everything I do and everything I've ever wanted leads up to this in the end. I am feeling it right now. Everytime I manage to build myself up, I feel knocked back down by one thing or the other. I don't stay down for long though. I never do. I am too full of pride to give in to all the negativity that somehow manages to invade my privacy and whatever happiness I have for myself. This short tune means a lot to me, along with all the ones that follow it. They're the first eye opening songs that changed the way I view life, and I'm going to go through all of them. I think everyone can relate to this though. Doesn't all anyone want is to be happy?